Its like this.
Cant wait till im 18.
Its always this and that...
and yelling at the simplest things...
My dad is making me insane...
My grandparents are pissing me off.
My mom is sick and has to take chemo.
I have a friend who likes me, and i dont like him in that way. + He's also a ex's bestfriend, which puts in another strain on me...
Me and My ex got into a really bad arguement, and he tore me to shreds emotionally......
I havent finished Breaking Dawn... I just cant get into it all the way...
Im struggling to get a application in.
Im in dire need of money...
Is it over yet? Please? How many more months do I have to wait? Its only what? 10??? -________-;;;
@_@ Im gonna go crazy by then... X_X;
Tokio Hotel. Bill Kaulitz. Much Love.
Yeah. My only distractions. Danke!!!
FROM TRUE INSANITY!!! -__-;;

Requested Fanart of Bill Kaulitz!!! <3
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Funny convi between Me and -

Me: *Holds up picture of Bill*
Her: Thats a GUY?
Me: XD Yes. Believe it or not.
Her: *LMFAO*
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Yes. Bill Kaulitz is a GUY...
And his a damn hot one at that... <33
Im not MAJORLY Obsessed...
Im not a fangirl...
I just think of him as my idol...
Because he's amazing~ Kthnx!!!
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Ich Liebe Du. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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My Amazing DA Friends And Family.
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Ich Liebe Du!!! <33 <33 <33 <33 <33
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Mmmkay.
In N/C Currently.
Wont be back until 25th.
Depressed... mmm. little bit.
*siiiigh* XD
I miss my mommy.
I wish she would get a DA.
She writes just like me...or even better ^^<3
She is why i got so good at my skillz0rz. <333 Lol.
Today im going to the indian nation meeting...
Is probally smiting me right now XD
Misses me...
I MISSS talkin' to j00! *luffs*
Well, i better get before i get my butt kicked out that door XDDD
Always.

... -_-;; Today... could have BEEN better.
But i can't complain... atleast it was decent than the rest...
I can't say that i've been getting much sleep due to crying my eyes out... but, that's well... I guess thats just a typical LDR {Long Distance Relationship} for you... =/
Not much has been holding me down lately, and I guess I just get tired of people at school stepping all over me, and getting the same when I get home... so... I guess, it's just a MENTAL break... and i'm just letting go of my frustration... I really want to work on this fanfic that I started at school a few days ago, but I can't get my friend to get it off her DAMN flashdrive and send it to me... >_>!
School is...well... okay. I guess everything is cool. I've been doing my work, and understanding it, and less has been distracting me, and i'm feeling better about the changes that i've been making... For all of you who know the situation. Mom got Chemo Monday. She's fine. {No symptoms YET}; but, Doctor said she's COMPLETELY fine. So, i'm thankful...
Okay. Can't wait till tomorrow. - I get to stay with yooooooou!! -glomps-
Okay. Okay. Okay.
Biiiig news. I've had this idea in my BRAIN all day...
MY friend and me... well... we've both played D.o.C... {Dirge.of.Cerberus} and she likes Shelke, and I like Nero, and then i'm all like. "I want to see a picture of them fighting... they don't finish the fight scene in D.o.C... and shes all like "Yeah. That would be cool, would'nt it??" And i just nodded. XD So, i guess what i'm BASICALLY trying to do, is send out a request for a DRAWING... ... <3
T_T ILU, Guys.
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My DA Friends:
Love You All. <3

Kay; the reason for the title...
School sucks. My boyfriends ex still sucks...
And my life is rotting and reducing to shit right in front of me... I could have a possibilty of having cancer, ANYWHERE in my body... and im gonna get scanned 8D GENIUS ISNT IT!? It now runs in my family, and mom wants to be safer than sorry... Cant really blame the woman i guess, im her only child... >____> and well, yeaaaaaaaaaah. <3 LOL.

*List of things that make me mad today*

-This girl, who called me a LUZ, even after i told her i had a boyfriend... >_<!! What the hell is he, a GIRL now???

-This guy who said i was a witch today, after i told him i was CHRISTIAN. THE EFF!? He's a douchebag...

-Cant...get...past...ROSSO!! EFFING HELL!!! >____<
DIRGE OF CERBERUS!! GAUUUGH! -Throws ps2-... -groan- I even have the guide book and everything, i even have the QUANTUM CERBERUS! AND IM WORKING ON THE VELVET HYRDA! I betcha Nero's gonna be a pain in my arse if i think Rosso was hard... hell... WEISS is probally gonna be a pain in the RUMP....... >_________________________<;;;

-My grandfather telling me everything i like is stupid, and that everything he does is right. Pshh. Yeah. Since when!? Remind me... thats why my uncle is out of state, and my dad has ANGER issues... Yeah. Bang up JOB guys!! 8D I give you the award of the LOUSIEST PARENTS EVER!!! >________________<;;

Kay... that should be all the ranting i have for today...
I love all of you. I love, well... Almost everybody...
Ooh!! <3 Lol. Almost Forgot. Myspace. Email.

Myspace Link:
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Myspace Email:
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My DA Friends:
Love You All. <3

Okaaay.
So, its like my first journal entry since...
Whenever i wrote last...
So, March 9th, MegaCon... BEST DAY EVER.
Im taken by the best boy in the world...
-sigh- Sad thing is, his sister absolutely hates my guts...
I call almost every night to talk to him, and most of the time i do, and im very thankful for that. But when she awnsers the phone, im all like "Is he home?" And shes all like "He cant talk on the phone..." and the way she says it, it's like she doesnt want us toghether at all...=/
MY head hurts...
I miss him...
I want to go to JA-Con...
I want school to be over, i want to go to THS...
But, wishes only come true sometimes... X___X;;
Im really tired. Im depressed. And i hate my math teacher... but what's new about that, ive hated him all year... >_>;;!
So, Im probally gonna go lay down after this... =/ As i said, NOT FEELING WELL.... TTYL. <3 You all.
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My DA Friends:
Love You All. <3